Weekerrr. Christmas, blah. Odd this year, didn't feel like it, really.
I'd have preferred not to get as much as I did because I just...there's some of it that I intensely dislike and I've had to keep it, put it somewhere and possibly use it in the future. It's like...if you didn't know what to get me, I'd have preferred that you didn't get me more than a card; because I have to fake looking pleased and I don't like lying.
I've spent the last two days in somewhat intense pain too, so I am not a happy bunny. I got a lot of chocolate though, so that thought might sustain me for a while. Not eating it, though...just knowing it's there. And we had people to visit - my aunt and uncle from England - and I was having an introverted spike. Did not want to talk to anyone. It's not anyone else's fault (well, not directly), but my mother was annoyed that I was 'being a bitch'. Really, I'll tell you everything; just not now. Not at Christmas.
Next up! New Year's parties, oh god. Either having one of my mates round (could be awkward), staying in on my own (depression, also a waste of time), or going somewhere with my parents (awkward again).
I got the first half of series 1 on DVD today. Thanks to
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miranda_skye's fic/fandom rants and squees, I'll sit down and watch a 'children's' show and look for slashy moments. :3 Add to that I have a boy-crush on Colin Morgan (It's only a TV show, I refuse to speculate about 'what that means' - David's gayer-than-thou attitude has seen to that. Seriously, what?)...well, I'm not sure if I'd rather do him or be him. I think it's more the latter, but hey, who knows. He works better with Bradley anyway.Also got a few Christmas gifts for mates at school, still flummoxed for a few but I'll sort it out soon enough. Was in Belfast for...um...three hours, absolutely frozen, yay. I suck at buying make-up, even after I'm told exactly what to get. Oops. And strangely instead of wanting hot chocolate, I'm craving fruit juice. I wonder what that means. 6 days til I get off for Christmas *ded*
X Factor? Feck aff. Go cry, Eoghan kid. He's probably gonna win anyway. Awk, I want the guy to do well, cos he's got so far, but I just don't...care that much. More important things to focus on, like my GCSEs, and talking about slash with Rachel.
:3
EDIT: Ohmygod ohmygod aaaaaaah! "MERLIIIIIN!" *beeg dragon rar*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
Colin Morgan looks like Tim Wheeler when he screams :3 Also,
miranda_skye yes, many slashy momentz. Heeee :3- Mood:
aaaaaaah! - Music:Uniting Nations - Do It Yourself (Fonzerelli Commercial Mix)
Happy Christmas, whether you celebrate it religiously or not!
Ended up getting a iPod touch from my mum and dad, a Trainspotting poster and a toy Domo-kun from my brother, lots of chocolate, and OMG season 1 of House MD! XD I'm very happy, because I only started watching House halfway through the first series. It'll be interesting to see how they present the characters in the start, and also the focus on the medical side as well. </geek>
Went for a walk in Hillsborough park today, was a bit nippy. Going into Belfast on Friday I think.I might go to Lush; they have a new perfume called Go Green. I tried it and didn't like it at first, but it's grown on me. Mostly to me accidentally spraying it on my coat and it staying there for the past two days...
Nothing much is going on, so I'mma go now =]
- Mood:
nerdy - Music:Elliott Smith - Memory Lane
And I'm off school, so what do I do? I go and work =] So I did five hours at PDSA, and it was Hell on earth. Christmas rush and all that, I guess. But there were so many shit people there, it made me cry inside (not really, but I did feel a bit crap after). Um...yeah. 3 days, woo...
I wish I could sleep...dinner's in a short while apparently, so it'll have to wait. Ah well.
*feels all bunged up and fluey*
Nom nom nom I feel like eating something that's warm and pastry-like. Maybe later...
- Mood:
drained - Music:The Postal Service - We Will Become Silhouettes
But it's not like Christmas at all
I remember when you were here
And all the fun we had last year
If there was a way
I'd hold back these tears
But it's Christmas day
Baby please come home
Yeah, that was fun. Oppenheimer last night at the Spring and Airbrake (which is an awesome venue btw). They played a cover of that ^ as their last song...and Stephen McCauley! XD So I am liek happeh, cos that's my favourite live song of theirs, apart from maybe Saturday Looks Bad To Me. Which they did play XD
And I got sweeties from the bouncers too =] which was nice. My dad came with me because no-one else would...not many parents I know would do that! *feels special* Although he stayed up in the tables and drank energy drinks while I either rocked out, took photos, or reviewed the support bands.
Yeah, so I was on a high for three hours and then I just dropped. So that wasn't nice.
Then I get home and Carrie's all <333 *new boyfriend* so I'm a little *aw, damn* about it...I suppose I'm still slightly hopeful that she might like me even a tiny bit. Even though we're supposed to have got over all that, but I know someone who hasn't! :P Ah, teen drama. I know ye way too well.
Some guy: "Ba ba ba da!"
Shaun: "Yeah, yeah alright, we'll play the ba ba ba da song in a minute!" (Saturday Looks Bad To Me)
Me: "Where's your airhorn?"
Shaun: "Um, it's somewhere, I'm not sure, I'll try and find it for you!"
Rocky and Shaun are sweet guys. My dad even likes them now.
Yeah. It was fun. Lonely fun, but fun nonetheless.
- Mood:
lonely - Music:The Fray - All At Once
I'm going to see Oppenheimer on Saturday! I can't wait! *pogo*
In other news. Things are less complicated on the friends front, because David openly declared (although not to me) that he wasn't getting me a Christmas present, so it kinda takes the pressure off, I guess.
I got a Christmas card from Joanne, it apparated on my desk in the middle of double Chemistry. Cheered me up =] Srsly, she sits on the other side of the room, so it just was there all of a sudden. Anyways. It was a bit of fun. I'm making chocolate fudge brownies tomorrow in Home Ec, which should be nice...I hope.
Is anyone else going mad with self-doubt? For the past few weeks I've been feeling persistently like I'm just taking up other people's oxygen.
- Mood:
blah - Music:Interpol - Slow Hands
Well, we're doing secret Santa, but it's really secret...don't want to upset the others, but seriously...
There was a lot of bitchery on Friday at school from Davina, which was a bit unpleasant...about Secret Santa, of all things. I think he's using it as a reason to get mad because he couldn't get mad without a reason, because that would be silly. Not that this isn't silly, but I guess it's better to have a reason, at least. I told him that I couldn't afford to get much, and he whinged at me "at least you have a job!"
That actually made me do a literal (O.o) face, then I said "Yeah, except I don't get paid!" And he got all pissy after that. Ehhh...I dunno.
On the up side, I got money today from my mum, and I got my fambly's Crimbo presents, (well, most of them) and now all I have to do is get a few little things, and a present for Joanna, and whoever-the-hell-i-get-in-secret-secret-s
Going to Fusion tonight I think. I'm thinking of going off to make proper hot chocolate now, I'm a wee bit cold and I have nice chocolate for once =3
question nicked from slapacrossface - what are you getting (and/or getting others) for Christmas?
- Mood:
content - Music:Snow Patrol - The Last Shot Ringing In My Ears
Anyway. I haf a new song to be obsessed with, Ecstasy by Kharma 45. It's rock, but it's quite electronic dance at the same time. The bassline is something else; I think it would sound awesome at Fusion through the big amps...
( Money worries )
- Mood: worried
- Music:Kharma 45 - Ecstasy
