You know what?
If I do something wrong, I'll find out for myself and I'll accept the consequences of that.
Please don't excuse yourself by trying to 'protect' me; stopping me, hindering me is making me worse.
( Gender? Fucked. )
- Mood:
distressed
Yesterday was the Pride parade in Belfast. It was a really good day, except for a bit of heavy rain in the middle of it all… I was there with Amnesty International; to be honest I think if I hadn’t had work to do all day I’d have been bored.
I had been last year, but due to some friends and their affection for alcohol I didn’t see much because I had to look after them. But that’s another story.
( GAAAAAY! )
w00t. Possibly pictures later.
- Mood:
pleased
I went into town with some people from the Drama Society at school. It was fun =] Very warm though. Those people are quite scary, but funny.
I also found out that I'm not alone in reading slash - it's a relief...there's nothing wrong with it, just that it can be perceived as being 'a bit lame'. Everyone had different OTPs though, one of the more disturbing-but-understandable ones being Doctor/Master. And then you got the 'enjoy the last ten minutes of your life' - cue Rachel asking for a dark room, Andrew, and a bottle of lube.
[We'd gone into Boots - when I was looking at things to ease sore feet, R&A wandered off...and ran back over to me with a bottle of this lube that's supposed to make your skin tingle...bear in mind R&A are both thirteen, ridiculously obsessed with sex, and each other.]
Umm...where to go from that 'interesting' anecdote? =/ I'm not really sure...I missed the 4pm bus, and I couldn't be arsed sitting in a shelter bored out of my brains for another 45 minutes, so I went to a grocery shop and bought a cake, a mango, and a packet of frozen pastry. Took up the time nicely. Home, basically pissing about for a few hours while my feet recover.
I'm trying to get my parents to let me go to Pride this year...I think I'm allowed to go, but they're puzzled as to why I want to go. Seeing as I am 'out' to them, I said that I thought it looked like fun. They don't get it...
I also found out that I'm not alone in reading slash - it's a relief...there's nothing wrong with it, just that it can be perceived as being 'a bit lame'. Everyone had different OTPs though, one of the more disturbing-but-understandable ones being Doctor/Master. And then you got the 'enjoy the last ten minutes of your life' - cue Rachel asking for a dark room, Andrew, and a bottle of lube.
[We'd gone into Boots - when I was looking at things to ease sore feet, R&A wandered off...and ran back over to me with a bottle of this lube that's supposed to make your skin tingle...bear in mind R&A are both thirteen, ridiculously obsessed with sex, and each other.]
Umm...where to go from that 'interesting' anecdote? =/ I'm not really sure...I missed the 4pm bus, and I couldn't be arsed sitting in a shelter bored out of my brains for another 45 minutes, so I went to a grocery shop and bought a cake, a mango, and a packet of frozen pastry. Took up the time nicely. Home, basically pissing about for a few hours while my feet recover.
I'm trying to get my parents to let me go to Pride this year...I think I'm allowed to go, but they're puzzled as to why I want to go. Seeing as I am 'out' to them, I said that I thought it looked like fun. They don't get it...
- Mood:
relaxed - Music:José González - Deadweight on Velveteen
>:(
People annoy me...a lot.
My 'best friend' (I'm still putting that word in quote marks, I'm still not sure what to do) and I were in Science class this morning - woo, did nothing. So I decided to read a book (of Cats!), and he went over and joined other people to talk. After I read it twice, I put it away, and as I'm putting it away I hear my name mentioned in mumbles several times, over where my friend's sitting; sounded like some questions, and a giggle or two.
( Warning! Teen Drama! )
Sorry for all the swearing.
I ended up eating way too much today as well. I'm sure I didn't go over 2000 cals but it just felt like so much! :(
*is not having a good day*
Question, for the recent anonymous commentors:
How did you find my journal? If you are indeed from my school as well, how? I haven't put the address 'out there' because I don't want people from school commenting on my journal leaving abuse/finding out personal things; if you're going to be abusive, at least have the guts to put your name to it.
People annoy me...a lot.
My 'best friend' (I'm still putting that word in quote marks, I'm still not sure what to do) and I were in Science class this morning - woo, did nothing. So I decided to read a book (of Cats!), and he went over and joined other people to talk. After I read it twice, I put it away, and as I'm putting it away I hear my name mentioned in mumbles several times, over where my friend's sitting; sounded like some questions, and a giggle or two.
( Warning! Teen Drama! )
Sorry for all the swearing.
I ended up eating way too much today as well. I'm sure I didn't go over 2000 cals but it just felt like so much! :(
*is not having a good day*
Question, for the recent anonymous commentors:
How did you find my journal? If you are indeed from my school as well, how? I haven't put the address 'out there' because I don't want people from school commenting on my journal leaving abuse/finding out personal things; if you're going to be abusive, at least have the guts to put your name to it.
- Mood:
angry
Eck.
Ah c'mon, give me a break, maybe?
My 'best friend' has been nothing but bitchy to me all day. And yet he still invites me to Belfast tomorrow...I would love to go to Belfast, just not with him.
To be perfectly honest I don't know why I still call him my best friend, when he's obviously not, and all I'm doing is trying to deny that we've fallen out. =/ Actually I do have to go to Belfast tomorrow, I need to see if I can get Ash tickets. Oh damn. Maybe my parents can loan me a bit and I can get them off the Net, cos I really don't feel like going into a music shop to buy tickets to see a band that my friends are constantly giving me shit about.
:(
The Gossipers found out that I'm gay. *sighs* Yay, fun. Cue them asking questions about how far I've gone with a girl. I don't wanna answer that, thanks! Which led to them saying I'm frigid. Aye, of course. That must be why I don't like answering personal questions!
My mood says 'frustrated'. In reality I am frustrated, confused, recovering, angry, and irritated. And a little bit cold, now that I think of it...
On a lighter note: At a concert promoter's website
" DISNEY’S HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL: THE ICE TOUR
ADDS NEW LEVEL OF COOL TO THE HIT MUSICAL PHENOMENON "
No. Not ever.
Ah c'mon, give me a break, maybe?
My 'best friend' has been nothing but bitchy to me all day. And yet he still invites me to Belfast tomorrow...I would love to go to Belfast, just not with him.
To be perfectly honest I don't know why I still call him my best friend, when he's obviously not, and all I'm doing is trying to deny that we've fallen out. =/ Actually I do have to go to Belfast tomorrow, I need to see if I can get Ash tickets. Oh damn. Maybe my parents can loan me a bit and I can get them off the Net, cos I really don't feel like going into a music shop to buy tickets to see a band that my friends are constantly giving me shit about.
:(
The Gossipers found out that I'm gay. *sighs* Yay, fun. Cue them asking questions about how far I've gone with a girl. I don't wanna answer that, thanks! Which led to them saying I'm frigid. Aye, of course. That must be why I don't like answering personal questions!
My mood says 'frustrated'. In reality I am frustrated, confused, recovering, angry, and irritated. And a little bit cold, now that I think of it...
On a lighter note: At a concert promoter's website
" DISNEY’S HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL: THE ICE TOUR
ADDS NEW LEVEL OF COOL TO THE HIT MUSICAL PHENOMENON "
No. Not ever.
- Mood:
frustrated - Music:Oppenheimer - Breakfast In NYSki
Sunny today. Found some sun lotion, which means my fears about skin cancer are somewhat soothed.
Well, when I say sunny, I mean really nice! There's a hint of coolness, but it's just cool enough to be appreciated, and not too cold. We're all out having a BBQ, and I'm just briefly in to fetch some things...awk, d'ya know, why not update my LJ?
And so here I am.
Went to Fusion last night. Danced with my friends, same old, same old. The bad thing is, my 'best friend' came with me; I don't like the person he becomes when he's at Fusion...he's got friendly with so many people and he honestly believes he's 'the man', and he never talks to me except when his other friends get bored or involved in something else.
( Sexuality/body image rant )
*sighs* Damn. I'm upset now. I do have a tendency to do that, actually. It's not the best thing in the world
Well, when I say sunny, I mean really nice! There's a hint of coolness, but it's just cool enough to be appreciated, and not too cold. We're all out having a BBQ, and I'm just briefly in to fetch some things...awk, d'ya know, why not update my LJ?
And so here I am.
Went to Fusion last night. Danced with my friends, same old, same old. The bad thing is, my 'best friend' came with me; I don't like the person he becomes when he's at Fusion...he's got friendly with so many people and he honestly believes he's 'the man', and he never talks to me except when his other friends get bored or involved in something else.
( Sexuality/body image rant )
*sighs* Damn. I'm upset now. I do have a tendency to do that, actually. It's not the best thing in the world
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Charlotte Hatherley - Down
